Like everything in life, you want to do things for the right reasons. Tonight after talking with my coach, it came to be known to me that my purpose in doing Jujitsu had be become twisted up. Instead of doing it for the love of it, I became so focused on proving myself and making rank.
Jujitsu can be very tough on a person if your mind and heart are not in the right place. It has brought me to pits of discouragement and wanting to throw in the towel.
But I'll keep going at it, no matter how sloppy I look at times.
I'm gonna do this!